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Wednesday, September 23, 2009 In pain
I finally got what they meant by, " losing your best pal, is as painful as losing a girlfriend" Images after images flashed by, of the times we had spent toghether. Each, like shards of glass, stabs into my heart, injuring me, hurting me. Even if i sum up all the happy incident i had these few days, it is incomparable to even one second of you just sitting close to me. I tried to tire myself out. First time in my life, i ran 20 rounds around a track, done so many push ups sit ups. Even on the verge of breaking down from all that work out, what filled my mind was you. Nothing i do could get you off my mind. While eating, i'll recall the times we had out meal together. While studying, i'll recall when we studies together. I can't concentrate at all on my life, with what i'm doing. My head is splitting with the constant flow of your face filling my mind. My heart can't take it anymore. The pain, the sorrow. But all i could do, is to bury them in my heart. I wish i could just jump off the building right now, but there is too much at stake. All i can think of to ease this pain, is to slash my wrist. Hopefully, it will help to relieve the little pain of what i am feeling. I still love you, my little brother, even if you don't anymore. posted 8:08 AM |
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